ecstasy

Now i know wat it feels like to have come back from the death bed..
Now i know that all the people who ever fancied i knew something abt vocab were simply fooled for i never knew the meaning of exhilaration the way i do now..who needed a LSD in PGP-1 MICA in chandni courtyard on the dunking night of 5-6-05 to ride on an absoulute high..at least i dint need one.
i never had an answer to the column of "the most memorable moment in ur life" to fill in ppl's diaries....i have one now.
On a serious note i would never have enjoyed the importance of freedom had i not experienced the past one week...my heart goes out to ppl in times of pre independent India n to the ppl inhabiting some parts of the world that even today foollow some barbaric n arcane rules..
wanna taste the real freedom?
my word of advice to them...
COME TO MICA :)
neway gotta wind this up..have a presentation tmrw n small pre read to do..

Nebula

here i am this is me ...the place where i had long longed to be .. MICA or as they fondly say Mecca!
lush green campus, stunning architecture take you in ur arms n for a split second u go back to the golden era of kings n queens n then ur eyes while sipping in the beauty of this diamond in shela suddenly graze thru ur dress code n wolla there u are thumping back to where you are!
with sleep doses that i was fed in a day n that i gulp down here in a week.. the mind is in an inexplicable trance n boy the palpitations i ve experienced in palash courtyard...i know wat they mean by "time of ur life in MICA".. as if the mental drill is jus not enuff the main lawns have their own gifts to present me with...something that even my 5 years of Yoga have also not equipped me for! ;)
it's ensured that wen i crash into my bed or on table (if at all) i know the meaning of "i ve earned it' !!
the mess food rocks jus as the campus and its inhabitants do...U now understand y MICA is a brand ..its jus got stunning brand ambassadors! n i aspire to b one of them i that is if i m not already one.
a sleep starved mind compressed with tons of pre reads and vacuumed to nihilism... lets c wat i come up with..
Nebula
In the haze of an ignorant light
confused expression,morose delight
I had thoughts earlier and i am thinking now
where do i go from here and how
I am on an uncertain way

I am blinded by the guiding light
darwin's theory-for survival fight
aporia in the alphabets of mind
answers to which where am i to find
i am on an unknown way

have i lost the old vigour in search of new
have i lost the pearls that i so fondly sew
where the time zones merge
expectations surge
mind n heart in eternal fray
to lead me onto further this way

prisoners of perceptions that i become
chords of prejudice
binding captive choking gruesome
leaking thoughts thru mind's crevices
sprout forth monstrous apprehension
freedom from binding perception
then the heart begs to pray
on this uncertain way

Abilities in doubt
living in survival's clout
talents hide
expressions subside
stars in what heavenly play
will surely show me my way..