The Great Expectations

Expectations: The hero. The villain.
The food for a rocking relationship.
The fodder for a relationship on the rocks as well!
An abrupt start u ask?
Chill.Settle cozy for some more crap coming up that is if u will.
No nothing wrong with me or any of my relationships right now....but i can always draw my learnings frm my past
Well so genesis of this write up is : in the recent times i had many kind hearted souls visiting my blog who had even kinder things to say of the same! And poor me, my fragile frame and even fragil'er' mind to what extent wud have supported the expectations building up...the weight of expectations that was compressing my already depeleted realm of imagination and driving out the remaining thoughts(if any)left behind! so i thought of penning SOMEthing before my mind was pushed to a state of complete nihilism and so i thought, y not strike at the root itself..

Some are victims of habit, some are born to have fun, some are students of life, and some are creatures of "expectations"
I dont know if the last species is extinct or better still if ever roamed about the earth but for all i know i belong to it!

Expectations:My sweetest friend.My ruthless foe.My greatest afflatus.My biggeest woe.

I expect a lot frm "my people" (mom, dad ,brothers and few closed frnz that maketh my world) and i crumple easily under the same frm others!
I tend to overpower my being and my abilities under the infulence of the same.
I tend to become tiny, subdued and lose my being under the weight of the same.
Paradox, it is. Or is it not?